Yes, you heard me right. I am keeping the baby. I have consulted my inner conscience and finally decided to keep him / her. I still think that he/she is a blessing from the MAN above, so I have to accept it and not kill it. Besides, what good will it make if I decided to abort the baby? Not only will I kill my own baby, but also endanger myself. I should think about my baby Julie as well. If something bad would happen to me, and I got terminally ill, what will happen to Julie? I don’t want her to think that I got ill because of abortion. It was indeed a selfish decision but now I’m taking it all back.

So I guess that’s all about it. Just wish me luck guys! Although I still don’t have the strength to tell my parents about this. But I will eventually. This means that I badly need to save up for the future! More labor and hard work needed! YIKES!

PS. Does anyone know which bank is better in terms of the time-deposit thing? (Philippines only) Like the interest rates and the minimum balance required, etc.? Thanks!

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Okay… It may sound nerdy, but I am here to announce to each and everyone of you that I am addicted to a puzzle game called “Rubik’s Cube”.

I have been learning the techniques for 2 days now, and I’m proud to say that I can solve the ever-so-popular cube using the basic Layer-by-Layer (LBL) technique. Now, I’m trying to focus on the more advanced method called “Fridrich Method”, which is the technique most professionals use. I want to be really fast and someday may be able to compete with other pros.

Anyways, If anyone here knows how to do the Fridrich Method, please drop by a message and give me some insights! Thank you very much! ^_^

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I have a big hunch that I am pregnant (again). I know everyone thinks that I’m excited and happy, because this will be my second one if ever, but please save the congratulatory greetings… I’m not really ready to hear them yet.

I once promised myself that I will not get pregnant again unless my family is financially and emotionally ready… I don’t even have the money yet to payback the expenses that my parents paid for my labor, that’s the main reason why I’m working right now. So if I’m indeed pregnant, then I’m as good as dead.

My parents advised me to at least wait a FEW YEARS before conceiving another one… Little do they know, that I may be carrying that “another one” right now…

I am a month delay. At first I wasn’t afraid because I have an irregular menstrual flow which sometimes delays for not more than 2 months. But I wanted to make sure so I went to my OB-Gynecologist, and asked her about my condition…

She let me took a pregnancy test… The result: 2 lines, with one of them slightly faded. She told me that that means that I’m pregnant… No matter if it is faded or not, just as long as there is a second line, then that means I’m pregnant….

Spare the congratulations… Thanks in advance. But as of now, I’m crying it off (again). I just don’t want to be pregnant again…

I know most of you will tell me that we (me and my husband) made it… BUT again, it is an accident. If you think that we didn’t learn from our first mistake, we did. This second one was because of lack of knowledge about sperm development… We didn’t know that WHILE a man is pumping… there is a chance that his fluids are already coming out WITHOUT HIM FEELING IT. So that is where we made another mistake… The first one was we didn’t know that a man’s fluid can still be coming out even AFTER ejaculating.

So basically, we didn’t know that a man’s fluid can come out BEFORE and AFTER he ejaculates without him feeling it. That literally means that if someone (like me) don’t have any sex education… chances are there are two babies that will be conceived: the BEFORE and AFTER.

You ask me now what my plan is… To be honest, I’m having thoughts of aborting the baby… Seriously. But now, I think I’ll just continue the baby. Making sure that I will not ask help from my parents for financial support anymore, and prove to them that I’m capable (even though I’m honestly not).

I have a prayer though: Almighty Lord, I know that You are giving me a blessing… But You, of all the beings, know that I am not ready for it. Why me? Why not those who really want to conceive but are not blessed enough to have one? Can You just transfer the blessing to them? I know that it is bad to refuse a blessing especially from You, but what food will I give the blessing? What kind of support can I give? You know very well that I’m having a financial crisis on my first blessing… Why? Why me? I guess this is my payment for ALL the bad things that I’ve done previously. -AMEN-

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Hi guys and gals!

I am truly sorry for not updating this blog everyday, unlike when I was still a SAHM. I am now working so I usually come home tired and groggy . I barely even get the chance to use the laptop anymore. But I promise each and everyone of you! I will never neglect my “lovely” blog! LOL!

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Sigh… I still got no sale. Although I’m setting myself a goal, a goal to sell more than 2 units within my first 2 months in work. Know why I want to sell 2 units or more? Because the company is giving cash incentives to anyone who produces a “pair” sale. It means that for every 2 units sold, an additional Php3,000 plus advance commission of Php5,000! That’s instant Php8,000!

So what am I selling? I’m basically selling one of Megaworld’s newest project – Cityplace. It’s a 2.5 hectare development. Here is a picture of what it will look like after the whole project is done:

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